There's no way out of this so let's stay in

Hola! A lot has been up. Again. Christmas, New Year, travel, adulthood, driver's license... The list is long.

Anyhow, let's start with the most amazing: I'm finally officially an adult! Yay. And I have a driver's license! I can drive as much as I want now (and as much I can borrow my parents' car...). I'm so happy. We spent Christmas abroad for the first time ever, and I liked it. We went to Dubai, it's like a one big DisneyWorld. It's all built there in the past fourty years. And it's BIG. We spent Christmas shopping. Haha.

When we came home we celebrated my birthday. Then it was New Year. Nothing special there. I got my license, and for the rest of the break I've been chilling and doing absolutely nothing. Oh wait, I did do something. Well, technically, I didn't. My friends organised this surprise birthday party fo me. I loved it, I've never had one before.

I went to the movies today. Alone, for the first time ever. I was just making a quick stop at the city centre and came up with the idea. I decided to go, and while waiting I did a little shopping and enjoyed a hamburger. It was fun, doing something spontaniously. I never do anything spontaniously. I saw New Year's Eve. Just perfect for me. Even New Year's Eve was already. I can dream about the next one!

Well, that's pretty much my Christmas break in a nutshell. Nothing extraordinary there. Pretty extra oridinary. Haha. As if that was any fun.

But, there's something that annoys me, yet again. I've been listening to All Time Low from Youtube. I haven't really used Youtube too much before. I've preferred Spotify. Well anyhow, I couldn't help noticing a huge amount of comments with the same content: "Thumbs up if you knew about All Time Low before Dirty Work came out." Seriously? Will people ever get over that? And yes, I did. I can't say I've known the band for too long, but when I first heard them I went crazy. But I don't think I'm anyway better than others.

It's the same with all artists. Someone has heard about them before they became famous. And why does that have to be something to be proud about? Like someone once said: "Being a fan is not about being there from the start. It's about being there until the end." I found Taylor Swift when I first heard Love Story from the radio. That doesn't mean I'm a bad fan (though I can't exactly define myself as one, but that's not the point; I'm not a big fan of anything, or anyone), does it? I'm getting sick of people who think they're superior to others just because of that.

Other comments I found were about how All Time Low was much better before they became famous. People stop being fans of a band or an artist when they become famous, because "they're not good anymore". And that's being a loyal fan? I don't think so. People get annoyed when something that they thought was their own, personal thing, suddenly is something the whole world knows about. And before that was the case, they did anything they could to let the world know. That's something I'd call hypocrite.

Anyhow, I'd better get some sleep since it's school tomorrow.

Here's an oldie but a goodie. It's so true. And brilliant.

Another quote I wanted to include here, but I couldn't find a nice picture, and don't have time to make one myself:

I am nobody.

Nobody's perfect.

Therefore, I am perfect.

With these words, good night. And the title:

I just don't wanna miss you tonight

Hello again. I'm surprised I ended here after only one day since my last post. Funny.

I'm still way too tired. And as it seems I won't get enough sleep tonight either. I guess we never learn. But, I had a nice day today. I saw a few friends, ate delicious homemade gingerbreads (not by me or anyone in my family, though), did schoolwork, prepared our trip to Dubai, dreamt of my Interrail-trip and watched a movie. Though I didn't have time to finish it.

You know, watching Love Actually is like one of the best Christmas traditions ever. It's just one of those movies you have to watch once a year, just before Christmas to get the feeling. Love Actually + chocolate = Perfection! Seriously. Better than anything.

Though I'm kind of sad 'cause I missed my chance to chat with my crush. I sent him a message but I thought he never answered. Actually he'd answered right away, but stupid Facebook-chat didn't work and I only noticed it half and hour later. By that time he'd left. Sucks.

Anyhow, tomorrow I get to sleep late since school starts late! Yay! I have to pack though, and read physics, but still. It's a late morning. Then it's school and work, home and sleep, school, work, and departure! Can't wait. This is going to be so cool!

Anyhow, see you. Probably after Christmas. Maybe next year. And I'm going to be an adult then!

I know I tend to get so insecure

Hey. A lot has happened. Well, actually, nothing has happened. I'm feeling really confused and weird right now.

I've been really busy with work for the past two weeks. I've had time for school and work and that's it. Not exactly something to jealous for. I've been stressing about all the things I should do and feeling I'm drowning in everything. And my life really isn't that bad.

It's just that I've got way too much work for school. We've got the final exams coming in March, and studying has already started... Hate it. And I haven't had time so I'm already falling behind. Yay. I've been really tired and feeling hungry all the time (though that's pretty normal for me...). I've also got my driver's license tests coming in two weeks. I should go to the bank and finish all school assignments before Tuesday. But then it's finally holidays! And we are heading to Dubai. That's all I'm looking forward for right now.
I've been feeling so tired. All I want to do is dream about my future (i.e. to figure out what I want to do!) and watch TV and do absolutely nothing at all. I watched an episode of Glee last week, and seriously, I almost cried. It was one of the best ones ever. Seriously. I wish I found that guy some day. I got over my teenage-crush. But still, whenever I hear that "bling" on Facebook I rush to see who sent a message. And smile goofily or get disappointed.

This is honestly one of the best romantic scenes in TV. Ever.

Anyhow, I think I'm going to bed now, as I haven't been sleeping quite enough lately. And I should've gone to bed quite a bit earlier in order to do that tonight.

P.S. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. An oldie but a goodie. Been on repeat lately.

Straight through my heart, a single bullet got me

I need help. I feel like a thirteen-year-old. And that's somewhat pathetic, even for me. I have a huge crush on someone. Seriously. It's been a while since the last time. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that it's been a while since I've met new people. Now I have.

We were on this school trip on the Canary Islands (!!). Anyhow, I don't want to brag about the trip since all my friends are bitter about it, and I don't want to annoy people by telling what an amazing trip we had! So, there were ten people from our shool and ten from this other one: nine guys and one girl. And I can tell you the week there was one the best ones ever.

Sadly, it was only after the trip that I started to realise how wonderful this one guy was. But he lives 400 kilometres (around 250 miles) away. You know the feeling when you're sitting in front of your computer every night waiting for him to come online? Well, I suppose girls do. At least. Pathetic, yeah, tell me about it. I'm almost eighteen and I act like a thirteen-year-old teenager giggling everytime a guy walks past. Alright, maybe not that bad, but still.
I can't wait for the weekend when four of them come visit us. I've been dreaming every single possible incident that could happen while they're here. As if any of those would happen. But still. It's actually a somewhat nice feeling, having a crush on someone. Yeah, it might be silly, but it brightens up your day. So I'd say it's actually quite healthy. Haha. Really.

And the title: Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart. And I don't care what you think about them. Cause they're the best! There's just something about the Backstreet Boys I've always liked.

P.S. It snowed yesterday! Just a little but it did! And yes, I am waiting for Christmas.

A silent kite against the blue, blue sky

Heello everyone!
It's been a while. More than a while. But I got some great news: I finally got my own computer! So I hope this means more posting in the future. If I have time. And something to write about. I'm planning on starting from a fresh table, but I'll continue in the same old address and so. So you'll find me when you want. Haha.

But yeah, I'll go now. Hope you'll here from me soon!
And the title: Nightwish - Storytime.

This is seriously awesome. (And not to mention, Finnish! Really, listen to it. There's just something.)

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

You know what's been annoying me lately. I'd like to go to different gymnastics exercise -thingies. You know, like BodyPump and spinning etc. But. Why do these always have to be arranged in the private sport centres, where you have to pay 700 euros a year to be a member and be allowed to go to the classes. Well, you can go as a non-member, but then it costs something like 20 € per class so no thanks. Seriously. Twenty euros!
I'm so tired with running. I can't wait for snow and winter so that I could go skiing! Cross-country just to let you know. But, it's October and still very warm. Like right now 7°C. Way to warm. I want to find a new and interesting sport, but can't figure out what it could be.

But, to somewhat happier things. Or not. I just realised I have a math exam tomorrow. But that's not what I meant. I meant, that I heard about this band yesterday. I know, they're not very new or anything, but doesn't matter. They're not that old anyways. I'm talking about One Direction. You know the boy band formed in the British X-Factor a while ago. Don't know exactly when. Last year I think.
But, I heard their "new" single yesterday. The song is not that great and unique. It's good though. I like the lyrics and it's catchy. Well, the lyrics are so typical and go over the top, just like always nowadays. I mean, yeah, I wouldn't mind if someone sang that to me, but. Why do the girls in the video have to be so beautiful and secure? If they're singing about insecure girls, then, for god's sake, use such girls in the video. It'd give much more credit. Now it's just another "oh you're perfect just the way you are"-song. It has potential for more. Argh.

But. The boys. I mean, seriously. My heart missed a beat when I was watching the video. Take a look:



The first guy, I think he's called Liam. He's 18. My age. My god how cute he is. And I love the way his voice goes in the part "what for". And the second curly head. Harry. He's younger than me. But. Just look at him. But my favourite, the blond guy. Niall. My age, too. Why does he get so little screen time? Well, waiting for they're album to come out. I think these guys could be my new "celebrity" crushes. Haha.

That's that for now. Guess you don't have to guess where the title's from.

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over

I had nothing else to say except that Harry Potter was awesome. It was so cool. Really worth watching! Good night!

And the title: Daughtry - Over You. And don't get it wrong, I'm not that big a Harry Potter -fan. I didn't cry at all. And I always cry. To me it all ended when the last book came out. Can you believe it really was four (!!!) years ago? But now I'm going.