I just don't wanna miss you tonight

Hello again. I'm surprised I ended here after only one day since my last post. Funny.

I'm still way too tired. And as it seems I won't get enough sleep tonight either. I guess we never learn. But, I had a nice day today. I saw a few friends, ate delicious homemade gingerbreads (not by me or anyone in my family, though), did schoolwork, prepared our trip to Dubai, dreamt of my Interrail-trip and watched a movie. Though I didn't have time to finish it.

You know, watching Love Actually is like one of the best Christmas traditions ever. It's just one of those movies you have to watch once a year, just before Christmas to get the feeling. Love Actually + chocolate = Perfection! Seriously. Better than anything.

Though I'm kind of sad 'cause I missed my chance to chat with my crush. I sent him a message but I thought he never answered. Actually he'd answered right away, but stupid Facebook-chat didn't work and I only noticed it half and hour later. By that time he'd left. Sucks.

Anyhow, tomorrow I get to sleep late since school starts late! Yay! I have to pack though, and read physics, but still. It's a late morning. Then it's school and work, home and sleep, school, work, and departure! Can't wait. This is going to be so cool!

Anyhow, see you. Probably after Christmas. Maybe next year. And I'm going to be an adult then!

I know I tend to get so insecure

Hey. A lot has happened. Well, actually, nothing has happened. I'm feeling really confused and weird right now.

I've been really busy with work for the past two weeks. I've had time for school and work and that's it. Not exactly something to jealous for. I've been stressing about all the things I should do and feeling I'm drowning in everything. And my life really isn't that bad.

It's just that I've got way too much work for school. We've got the final exams coming in March, and studying has already started... Hate it. And I haven't had time so I'm already falling behind. Yay. I've been really tired and feeling hungry all the time (though that's pretty normal for me...). I've also got my driver's license tests coming in two weeks. I should go to the bank and finish all school assignments before Tuesday. But then it's finally holidays! And we are heading to Dubai. That's all I'm looking forward for right now.
I've been feeling so tired. All I want to do is dream about my future (i.e. to figure out what I want to do!) and watch TV and do absolutely nothing at all. I watched an episode of Glee last week, and seriously, I almost cried. It was one of the best ones ever. Seriously. I wish I found that guy some day. I got over my teenage-crush. But still, whenever I hear that "bling" on Facebook I rush to see who sent a message. And smile goofily or get disappointed.

This is honestly one of the best romantic scenes in TV. Ever.

Anyhow, I think I'm going to bed now, as I haven't been sleeping quite enough lately. And I should've gone to bed quite a bit earlier in order to do that tonight.

P.S. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. An oldie but a goodie. Been on repeat lately.

You look like you're lots of fun

Hello again. Once again, I won't have much to say.

I just pulled an all-nighter the other day night. It was fun. We had this big competition thing which went over night and we stayed up all night following it. It was cool: it wasn't raining and not too cold! It was darkish (or close) only for an hour or so around two, and then the day began lightening up. I love the summer here as it is barely dark at all. It's definitely something worth experiencing.

So on Sunday I went to sleep at 7.10, slept badly for about three hours, then we left home and "slept" for ten minutes in the car. I can never sleep in the car, which is pretty annoying. Soon I'm off to work, can't wait for the rainy weather to end so I can do something.

I've been dreaming about an InterRail all summer, I'm actually planning on going next spring. Can't remember whether I've written about that before. I've been staring at maps and reading books of where I want to go. I've planned to start from Portugal, then head to Madrid. I'm not really that much into big cities but you'll get the idea of where I want to go. After Madrid I'd like to head to the eastern coast, catch a ferry to Ibiza (just a quick stay) and then a ferry to Barcelona. From Barcelona I'd head, following the coast line, to Monaco. I'd also like to visit Lake Garda in Italy, and then via Austria to Prague, then through Germany, Denmark and Sweden back home.

Anyhow, I gotta rush now so. I'll be writing again soon, hopefully with something to actually write about.

Here's a random video, but the song's so cool. It's so 80's and lifts your spirits. Try.



Yeah, and the title: Dead Or Alive - You Spin Me round (Like A Record). Another 80's song. But still. The video is hilarious.

California here we come

You wish. No, I wish.

Hey. Nothing much up here. The weather has been bad and I have nothing to do. So I've been watching TV. Season 3 of Gossip Girl started on Sunday, and the re-runs of O.C. on Tuesday. So that's pretty much it.

Yesterday I had an idea what to write about but now I don't remember it. So. A few pictures instead.

I want to go somewhere. Seriously.

And the title:

This is what dreams are made of

Thought it'd be about time to continue my challenge.

Day 11 – Your dreams

Well, to be honest there are many. Shallow ones and less shallow ones. Right now my biggest dream is traveling. I want to travel around the world and see all the different places. I know, not so unique, but it is what I dream about. A year backpacking abroad – yes please!

I have decided (well, decided and decided, but strongly committed to anyway) to go to an InterRail next year. I've been reading all these books and everything, and it's something I could actually afford. I mean, if I won in the lottery or so I'd take a gap year and take a round-the-world trip. For sure.

So traveling is pretty much the be-all and end-all (just learned that today and had to use it here) for me. And I am going on an InterRail next year after school's over.

Apart from traveling there are many other things I dream about. I want to have a summer romance, be in a proper relationship, get an own computer, find something I want to study when I go to university, turn 18 and drive a car, find a lovely apartment (and preferably a cheap one), get a good job, travel (again), study a year abroad as an exchange student (in university), visit the South Pole, visit Africa, have a family, live in a beautiful place near the city...

The list is endless, and I'm going to kill you if I'd start listing everything up. There are so many things I'd want to do (probably the same with everyone). Some of my dreams are shallow and silly and just dreams and fantasies that are fun to play with (such as meeting Taylor Lautner near my house and become friends (or more) with him and then he'd buy all this stuff for me and pay for an extreme makeover (or not so extreme, but well you know) and clothes and tips how to do this and that to look better (in an easy way)). Then some of them are not so shallow as I really want to fulfill them. Like the traveling part. It's number one on my list.

Places I'd really like to visit some day:

• South Africa, and then maybe some other African countries, to see what living there is actually like
• Egypt, to see the pyramids
• Greece to see the temples and other things
• Southern France
• UK and Ireland, Scotland (Loch Ness!), London
• Spain and Portugal as I never been there and really want to go
• Australia and New Zealand, the Great Barrier Reef and the Pacific islands
• South Pole
• Niagara Falls, Grand Canyon, New Work, Los Angeles (Hollywood!), Las Vegas, Yellowstone, .......... (I want to take a road trip across the States and visit like all of the states (Texas!))
• Tokyo, India (Taj Mahal), China (Beijing and the Great Wall)
• South American rainforests, Brazil, Mexico

So, there are a few.

Sorry about the title. But I just had to. And the song reminds of my childhood. So forgive me.

Hilary Duff - What Dreams Are Made Of

Say "I am wonderful"

I have to share this. I absolutely fell in love with this song while watching Eurovision, and so did probably many, many others. I've heard it before but never actually realised what a great song it is.
Just listen to the lyrics. Absolutely beautiful.

The person that you were has died

You’ve lost the sparkle in your eyes

You fell for life - into its traps

Now you wanna bridge the gaps

Now you wanna bridge the gaps

Now you want that person back

And all your ammunition’s gone

Run out of fuel to carry on

You don’t know what you wanna do

You’ve got no pull to pull you through

Say “I am”

Say “I am”

Say “I am wonderful"

Say “I am”

Say “I am”

Say “I am wonderful"

If what you’ve lost cannot be found

And the weight of the world weighs you down

No longer with the will to fly

You stop to let it pass you by

Don’t stop to let it pass you by

You’ve gotta look yourself in the eye

Say “I am”

Say “I am”

Say “I am wonderful”

Oh you are

Say “I am”

Say “I am”

Say “I am wonderful”

'Cause we are all miracles

wrapped up in chemicals

We are incredible

Don’t take it for granted, no

We are all miracles

Oh we are

Say “I am”

Say “I am”

Say “I am wonderful”

Oh you are

Don’t take it for granted, no

We are all miracles

wrapped up, yeah we’re wrapped up

Oh we are wonderful

Oh well. The title: Gary Go - Wonderful.

P.S. There's the ice hockey championships final going on. Finland vs. Sweden, like the dream game ever. Too bad I'm not into hockey. Never have been. I'm thinking about going to break my principles and go watch. I don't know.

Underneath the starlight there's a magical feeling

Day 09 – What's in your bag

This, I must admit, won't be too long a post. As there's nothing in my bag. I'm not one of those people who really use bags anyways. I've got one gray bag I use whenever I go somewhere public.

At school (and no, I don't count school as public...) I use a rucksack. I'm much more of a rucksack-person anyways. They're much more comfortable than bags. But as in to the topic, in my rucksack I have a pencil case, calendar and a calculator. And my keys. So nothing much there. Sorry to disappoint you.

Nothing much going on right now. I watched this movie called "John Tucker Must Die" today. Not really that great, but I remembered how much I love Penn Badgley. Well, more of his character in Gossip Girl. But still. I'm in a really dreamy mood right now, I feel like anything could happen. Anyways, I'm busy so I got to rush. Hope my next post will be slightly more informative. Got an exam tomorrow, wish me luck!

And the title: I also watched Coyote Ugly today, and I had to choose this one. So, LeAnn Rimes - Can't Fight The Moonlight

I need a sign to make it trough

When I saw you I knew you were the one

I want to orbit you like you're the sun

But let me know before I come undone

Am I the one for you

I'm like a puzzle with a missing piece

I got a car but didn't get the keys

And only you can set my mind at ease

So what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true

And everything but the love I need to make it through

And every time I look into your eyes, that's when I realise

Just how much I love you

Some say lady luck is on my side

And that my life has been an easy ride

But they don't know how many times I cried

'Cause I'm nothing without you

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true

And everything but the love I need to make it through

And every time I look into your eyes, that's when I realise

Just how much I love you

I don't know how long I can keep it up

I need a sign to make it through

You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know

So what am I, what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true

And everything but the love I need to make it through

And every time I look into your eyes, that's when I realise

Just how much I love you

I think that I've shared this song quite many times before. But I just had to do it again. I just love it. One of my biggest dreams is that one day someone would sing this song to me. And actually mean it. Then I'd know someone really cares about me.

P.S. I suppose you figured out the title already.

You may say that I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

Day 03 - 25 random facts about you and your friends

1. I'm an incurable romantic. I won't admit it to anyone I know, but I am. I love all love stories; even the worst romantic comedies.
2. I'm slightly perfectionist.
3. I want to cut my hair short.
4. I want to move to my own house.
5. I'm competitive.
6. I'm a lone wolf. I feel very comfortable by myself.
7. I actually like maths.
8. I want to go on an interrail. See the world. Like, take my room, I have seven posters on my walls: two from New York and a "paradise island", one from London, San Fransisco, Miami Beach and Paris.
9. I'm emotional, and I cry easily. I love laughing out loud at something stupid when I'm home alone. Just the other day I almost started crying when I was reading a magazine: there was an article about Emma Watson, and she said that the last shooting day of Harry Potter was very emotional and they cried. Sad, huh?
10. I wish I had guy friends. Not a boyfriend, but I love the idea of having a guy as a best friend.
11. I want a better singing voice. I used to be okay when I was younger, but not anymore. I still love singing though.
12. I want to shout at people when I'm annoyed.
13. I wish I cared less even though I don't really care.
14. I watch Hannah Montana.
15. I love Disney films in general. And Disney Channel. Though we don't have it. I also watch Wizards of Waverly Place.
16. I just watched High School Musical this morning. And yes, I am 17.
17. I don't like partying. Or dancing. I don't feel comfortable. I hate how everyone's all about getting drunk and dancing all night - so not me. I prefer a movie night with pizza and chocolate.
18. I dream of being a secret girlfriend of a celebrity. I'm just like that. Dream about everything.
19. The final six (6) facts will be about my friends.
20. S&S: They're both so nice and lovely. They're friends with everyone.
21. M: I love the way her eyes spark when she explains about something that is important to her. Or shares an opinion (unless it's against mine...)
22. A: She says when she's happy or proud. She draws, and when she's happy with her drawing she says it and doesn't go with oh well, it's just something I drew quickly
23. L: She's got such an realistic way of seeing life. She's not negative nor too positive.
24. U: I love how she has her own style and doesn't care what people say about her. There's just one word: prettyful.
25. L: Adorable. She's like me, we share the inner child -idea. With her I can do anything, and she doesn't judge.

Nothing else this time, I'm sorry.

The title: John Lennon - Imagine

Look at this photograph

By the way, I just wanted to let everyone know about this awesome site called weheartit.com. Check it out!
Here's a little preview of what you can find there!

And the title, as if you didn't know

Nickelback - Photograph

You saw me start to believe for the first time

Hey. I just realised my last blog post was completely stupid. I was kind of tired when I was writing it, and it came out completely different than I planned. So, ignore it, don't read it, I'll write a better one later on. I won't delete it, but please ignore it.

Okay, so as I apparently am unable to write properly, I'll stick with music. It's easier, and I'm tired now too, so I suppose writing about something proper wouldn't be a good idea. So, I thought that I could gather my favourite parts of Taylor Swift songs, and maybe add a comment too...

So here we go. I'll go with the song order on the albums, so first album's first song first (that's a whole lot of first used in one sentence), second song next and so on.

You said the way my blue eyes shined put those Georgia stars to shame that night, I said: "That's a lie."

That's just something. Like how often, if someone compliments you, you just say something like: "Oh whatever." or "Oh well I don't know." Actually, if someone says something nice they really mean it, you don't that often go saying nice things to people randomly. So for once, why not say: "Thank you."

Tim McGraw

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

Just imagine the feeling when you really, really care about someone and they don't feel the same way about you. Besides, the video is beautiful. She looks really hurt in the beginning.

Teardrops On My Guitar


I don't know what I want, so don't ask me 'cause I'm still trying to figure it out. Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do.

I thought I could pick up another line from this song for a change. All these songs about growing up just describe me so well, that they are important to me. The first line is exactly me, and the second just helps me realise that I'm not the only one lost here.

A Place In This World


I tried to take the road less traveled by but nothing seems to work the first few times.

Who wouldn't want to go their own way? I mean, I want to find my own way in this world, despite a little help is sometimes needed. Nothing seems to work for the first time when you try it, but being persistent enough you'll find the way. It might be a detour, or a shortcut, but you get further anyway.

The Outside


Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you.

Genius. I mean, you hear it everywhere, that you're good just the way you are. But somehow you actually start believing it once you listen to this.

Tied Together With A Smile


Don't you know you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone.

It helps you to believe in yourself. Really.

Stay Beautiful

I'm only me when I'm with you.

Exactly.

I'm Only Me When I'm With You


Well that's the first album. I'm going to stop now, as I suppose you got bored already. So I won't waste your time any more. Later!

But as usual, the heading (going with the theme):

Mine (thought it was needless to mention the artist)