I know I tend to get so insecure

Hey. A lot has happened. Well, actually, nothing has happened. I'm feeling really confused and weird right now.

I've been really busy with work for the past two weeks. I've had time for school and work and that's it. Not exactly something to jealous for. I've been stressing about all the things I should do and feeling I'm drowning in everything. And my life really isn't that bad.

It's just that I've got way too much work for school. We've got the final exams coming in March, and studying has already started... Hate it. And I haven't had time so I'm already falling behind. Yay. I've been really tired and feeling hungry all the time (though that's pretty normal for me...). I've also got my driver's license tests coming in two weeks. I should go to the bank and finish all school assignments before Tuesday. But then it's finally holidays! And we are heading to Dubai. That's all I'm looking forward for right now.
I've been feeling so tired. All I want to do is dream about my future (i.e. to figure out what I want to do!) and watch TV and do absolutely nothing at all. I watched an episode of Glee last week, and seriously, I almost cried. It was one of the best ones ever. Seriously. I wish I found that guy some day. I got over my teenage-crush. But still, whenever I hear that "bling" on Facebook I rush to see who sent a message. And smile goofily or get disappointed.

This is honestly one of the best romantic scenes in TV. Ever.

Anyhow, I think I'm going to bed now, as I haven't been sleeping quite enough lately. And I should've gone to bed quite a bit earlier in order to do that tonight.

P.S. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. An oldie but a goodie. Been on repeat lately.

I get this feeling that time's just holding me down

It's been a while, but I've been crazy busy with school. And I still am. So I just thought to brighten up your day to share a few songs. Seriously, listen to these. It's a random sample, but the songs are awesome.

The Click Five - Addicted To Me

I've probably linked this one before but who cares? It's just... I can't explain.

Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight

It's so catchy and just great.

Darin - Everything But The Girl

I love it. One of the greatest songs ever.

Kenny Loggins - Danger Zone

Just gotta love the 80's. And Top Gun. And Tom Cruise in it.

Enrique Iglesias - Tonight (I'm F**king You)

Great song. And hilarious at the same time. Dunno why. But I love how it's not censored or anything. The censored one is not nearly as cool as this one is.

And the title, like I already said, gotta love the 80's. I just watched Footloose today and, well, what can I say. Enjoy.

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day -- gotta live like we're dying

As I had five minutes to do something useless, I decided to log on here. And then I thought that I could just as well continue the challenge. So here we go...

Day 04 – Your Day

So today started, surprisingly, with school. I had German first thing. Nothing special. Then my mother tongue (not revealing what it is, ha ha), and then maths, which was nicely interrupted with dance practice. Which was a fiasco. Like not missing maths, but the practice.

We were supposed to practice our final surprise dance to the show next week, but it was a total disaster. The girls teaching it couldn't teach at all, and besides, it would've been kinda hard as they hadn't even finished the dance. Anyhow, it ended up with enormous frustration and anger and irritation and, well, you know. Everyone was just completely pissed off.

And added to that I'm suffering from great stress too. We have piles of school work to do (essays and projects and little quizzes plus normal homework), next week's going to be a mess, and I have way too much to do. This week I've been working again, and haven't had too much extra time, next week is going to be even worse. But then, thank god, a week's holiday!!! Can't wait.

Anyhow, after the practice I quickly went home, ate, and left to work. Nothing special there. I just wonder how come people send so many Valentine's Day cards. And besides, most of the cards seemed to be sent by women age 50+ to their children. Not really how I see Valentine's Day.

But, as I was supposed to only have five minutes, I'm really behind my schedule now. Shower, homework, food, chocolate (oh yes, please), maybe TV and then bed. So good night everyone!

The title: Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying
P.S. I hope to write again as soon as possible. But it might be a week. But then I have lots to talk about!
P.P.S. I love the song. I know it's nothing new but it still is awesome.
P.P.P.S. Leave a comment. Haha. But seriously. Comments are always fun.

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up,

we're hiding behind skin that's too tough.

How come we don't say "I love you" enough

'til it's to late, it's not too late.

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come,

and we could make a feast from these crumbs,

and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun,

so if your life flashed before you,

what would you wish you would've done..

Yeah, we gotta start,

looking at the hands of the time we've been given,

if this is all we got and we gotta start thinking,

if every second counts on a clock that's ticking,

gotta live like we're dying.

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to

turn it all around or to throw it all away,

we gotta tell them that we love them

while we got the chance to say,

gotta live like we're dying.

And if your plane fell out of the skies,

who would you call with your last goodbye?

Should be so careful who we live out our lives,

so when we long for absolution,

there'll no one on the line.

Yeah, we gotta start,

looking at the hands of the time we've been given,

if this is all we got and we gotta start thinking,

if every second counts on a clock that's ticking,

gotta live like we're dying.

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to

turn it all around or to throw it all away,

we gotta tell them that we love them

while we got the chance to say,

gotta live like we're dying.

I'm lost and I'm found

It's been a while. I'm sorry. But I've been busy. And I am busy. So this will be another "I'm not dead just busy" post, but forgive me. It'll probably be like another two weeks before I'll have time to post anything else than "I'm busy". And those posts are totally, completely, worthless, so I (hopefully) won't be posting them. With these words I'll return to the miraculous world of probability.

The title: Duran Duran - Hungry Like The Wolf. Random verse but the song is one of my all time favourites.

Never give up, it's such a wonderful life

Sorry I haven't had time to post anything new, but I've been really busy, working! I got this awesome (and well-paying!!) job and I haven't had any extra time lately, nor am I going to, another busy week ahead. But au revoir my loves, see you later!
Title: Hurts - Wonderful Life

I go back to December all the time

It's December, finally. That means:

• Christmas (can't wait!)
• holidays (them either)
• New Year
• snow (love it)

Who doesn't love December?

December also means shopping for presents. And I must say that's not something I'm looking forward into, as I am really bad at buying presents. I can never think of things others would like. So I usually go with the traditional chocolate. Haven't heard anyone complain yet.

But as December also means nice weather (=snow) I'm going out now to enjoy some fresh air. Enjoy your December!

Title: Taylor Swift - Back To December

Just want you to know

Just wanted you to know I'm alive. Busy, but alive. Gotta love school.

But, in case you didn't guess already:
Backstreet Boys - Just Want You To Know

I'll be here forever, even if you leave

Just a quick post, 'cause I'm bored but I have way too many things to do. And I mean m a n y. I really hope that I find a little time someday to post properly. Meanwhile, as I have nothing to say, I'll just post a few songs - surprise, surprise.
This time a few of my all time -favourites, you can laugh if you want. I hope I haven't mentioned these ones before... Links this time, if you don't mind.

Avril Lavigne - Sk8ter Boi

Backstreet Boys - I Want It That Way

Bryan Adams - Summer Of '69

Darin - Viva La Vida (original by Coldplay, but somehow this version is better)

Darin - Everything But The Girl

Jonas Brothers - Fly With Me

Kenny Loggins - Danger Zone

The Killers - When You Were Young (also check out Mr. Brightside)

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

Owl City - Fireflies

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You - love it!

Westlife - When You're Looking Like That

Came out sort of longer than I meant.
The heading my new favourite, I'm obsessed with this song!
The Click Five - Addicted To Me